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Hannah Haein Kim

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We thought we’d be fine for a little bit, but you know what they say—even though work stops, expenses run on.”

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My grandma came to live with us yesterday. Before her arrival, her crooked, old medical bed came first and we crammed it into our living room. We live four to a two-bedroom apartment in a part of Koreatown that hasn’t been gentrified yet. News broke last week that most of the senior convalescent centers have been infected with the coronavirus. The Korean radio station warned the public to take our grandparents home as soon as possible. In no time, my mom sprang into action and yesterday, my grandma, who has stayed at the Olympic Convalescent Center for more than five years, has finally gotten a change of scenery. 

I guess you could say it’s bittersweet. It’s nice to have my family all together in one space, but at the same time I feel sad. My grandma has dementia and has lost the ability to walk. She cannot speak or go to the restroom by herself. We used to visit her at the center every other day and we would see only a glimpse of what it takes to care for the elderly. Now, my mom and I have to do everything. Watching my mom struggle to care for her own mother is, for lack of a better word, depressing. 

With the quarantine in effect, my dad cannot run his small, acupuncture clinic. He is qualified to remain open because it’s considered “medical help,” but we had to make the difficult decision to close. My dad is almost seventy years old and we thought it’d be too risky for him and our family. We thought we’d be fine for a little bit, but you know what they say – even though work stops, expenses run on. 

Since the quarantine, we’ve been filling out more and more financial applications as the bills keep coming in. On top of this, our new landlord is planning on demolishing our four-unit apartment. My family and I have lived here for nearly ten years. We have a garden and a parking lot that we bike back and forth on. To be threatened by a huge corporate company is daunting, especially through this pandemic. Now, as a slightly bigger household, we have no choice but to accept the cards that are being dealt to us.

(April 17, 2020)

Hannah’s Quarantine Story

The Hospital (May 2020)

I stood there in my pajamas, watching the ambulance drive farther and farther away.

GOFUNDME: The Hannah and Joseph Kim Family Fund

My mother has expressed to me her will to live and to come home.

Hannah’s Interview

 “I’ll put a smile on my face but it’s really not like that in my heart.”

My Poem

“꽃 향기가 베어있는 바람이 철문으로 솔솔 들어오는 시원함이 너무 좋아…이데로 시간이 딱 멈춰 있었으면 참 좋겠다.”

Hannah’s Quarantine Photo Gallery

“I couldn’t visit my mom in the ICU, so I wrote her these letters instead.”

Hannah’s Sad Sticker Launch

“I just got a Cricut…an impulse buy!”